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DAY THREE

So now there is a day three, moving right along!

You know I realized this morning that yesterday as I was begging all haters to die I was, in fact, hating on the haters! Does that even count? Does hate plus hate cancel each other out or add up to love or something? I'm still trying to figure that one out.

I am still hurting about the ex, but I'm still using it. Just in a much more positive way than I was. At first my walking was more of a, "take that you bastard!" kind of thing. Now I feel like I am walking toward something. I'm walking toward my life. Not my new life, that dream life we all think we'll have if we can just get thin. My real ass life. The one I'm really going to have.